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I am 49 and heading for 50. This is about me, the highs and lows and a lot of stuff re weight loss, so follow me and see wha I am up to !!

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Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Today is the day for the "chat"

Well it is Wednesday - hump day ! My back is still sore and driving me crazy, all from picking a towel off the floor. Goes in and out at a touch of a hat, so probably need to go off to the physio tomorrow. For the first time in a long while, woke in the middle of the night and ate - I am normally awake due to the insomnia but got into the cheese and crackers ! Obviously I have Michael on my mind and ate. Today is the day that I have my "chat" with Michael, it is with a great deal of sadness I do this as at the end of the day we get on fabulously and it is not because we don't get on or we are arguing a lot - it simply he is phobic (yes phobic !) about commitment. The letter is done and I need to tweak it a bit today, I may even just give him the letter to read instead of speaking. I am an emotional person really, but am quite calm about all of this. I suppose I think it is the universe pulling me in another direction and as I know this is what I am to do in order to meet someone else then I suppose I do feel a weight has been lifted off my mind. As the back has been sore I haven't been to the gym, I have missed it. Next week i am going to try the interval training program on the cross trainer and treadmill. I think for my birthday I may ask for a Polar Heart Rate Monitor. Anyway, not much else to report. Food this week has been so so - not particularly bad but I could improve. Anyway, will report in tomorrow.
Martine xxx

4 comments:

Trish said...

Hi Martine

Will be thinking about you tonight



Trish

Kathiej said...

Hi Martine....
First I LOVE the new look
of your blog it is great

Secondly ... I will be thinking of you tonight...even though you know it is something you need to do it doesn't make it easier or less painful...Thinking of you

Chris H said...

I hope everything went well mate.

Hippygal said...

Hope the chat went well...